It was a cloudy morning. Very cloudy. Raining heavily and no sign of sunshine. I overlooked the weather. Thought of it as just another routine thing. But I did not miss the irony of what was happening. I am looking for you. Cant see you, cant sense your presence. Somewhere you are lurking. Not standing in front of me, no where near even. But definitely not an apparition. You were, you are and you will always be real. These clouds wont live long. Rains will stop and they will fade away. There will be sunlight. We all know it. Seasons change. I am waiting for the next season. I am waiting for the bright day. Together, we can see sun shine. I do not mind going to Egypt then. Pyramids, you know, have always enamored me. Bettered my senses and challenged the within.
You have braved this rain all alone. I am sad I was not there. But this is not the last rain. This is not the last storm. They keep coming. For every sunshine, there always is a dark day. But it does get bright if we hold on. Just tell me where you are. I will come right now. I know you dont like dark days and I know you hate being in clouds. I want to come right now but you choose not to let me in. Next rains, we will be together. even you cant stop me then. We might take a small walk and show you all those places I had promised you. When we will be together, you wont feel clouds and darkness. You wont ever want that to end. We will turn it all bright. Together, for ever.
You have braved this rain all alone. I am sad I was not there. But this is not the last rain. This is not the last storm. They keep coming. For every sunshine, there always is a dark day. But it does get bright if we hold on. Just tell me where you are. I will come right now. I know you dont like dark days and I know you hate being in clouds. I want to come right now but you choose not to let me in. Next rains, we will be together. even you cant stop me then. We might take a small walk and show you all those places I had promised you. When we will be together, you wont feel clouds and darkness. You wont ever want that to end. We will turn it all bright. Together, for ever.
6 comments:
:) keep scribblin...
is dis bout n****t?
u hd askd me 2 make her read dis .did it da same day .ve seen her rding .da cluds u write abt break in to rain of tears .dis dark rain never ends storm is never ending .for my friend the season may never change.she doesnt want to b helped wants to brave it all alone is lifless herself .had promised wouldnt say a word 2 u .but hadnt said athing abt writing a comment on ur blog.
its late .i suppose
who is this? are u two same ppl? well, the name anonymous does not help. it just confuses.
yes its sanjana.prmises 2 frends words not 2 b brokn.cudnt ingnore ur mails so wrote 2 MK asking her to forward them to u shes said she wud after dat she lost u too.my hands r tied my lips sealed.coz of a word given ll just say no 1 can imagine her plight .shes poke abt all of it just 1ce after dat its just inside all da hurt all da pain its all directed inwards .its like punishing herself .shes put some strict discipline and regime on herslef its unbearable to c .ll only say she realy loves its all abt safeguarding the loves future family interests well being .cant face love .i cant ellaborate wont b right.its late .2 late
6th december.....
a very happy birthday.
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